On with the moping...

...I should be going out to dinner with my brother and my boyfriend by now. I should have spent the day in central park. Intead I spent the day working on my ex's website. Don't ask me why I'm bothering to finish the site. I really don't know myself. At least I haven't cried anymore today.

I took my bird out earlier. I barely spoke to anyone. I feel so bruised and like the rug has been pulled out from under me.