Boo Fucking Hoo

This isn't a "oh poor CC" post. I'm only writing this to keep track of this sort of thing. I just feel sad. Like these horrible waves of sadness. I don't even know how to explain it and it isn't about anything in particular. I'm not mad. I'm not unhappy. I feel fine basically. Just really, really sad. It's more than a little peculiar. It isn't a pms thing. Everything is exactly the same as it was yesterday. I just feel unbearably sad. Like I could sit down and just bawl but I don't have the energy to do so. I don't recall ever feeling like this before. And it's like it isn't even me that feels sad. It almost feels like there is some other sad entity who has just taken up residence for the day in my head. You know the ghost in Harry Potter that would make girls cry in the bathroom? It's like that.